One workday I woke up to a racing mind reminding me of all of the impending deadlines and tasks that overwhelmed my mind the day before – finish drafting this process document, prepare a stance and talking points for that meeting, compile those information and statistics-heavy reports, etc. I felt as though I had not slept at all and I could already tell that my outlook for the day was not good. I did not feel like getting up and going to work, neither did I want to get up and do anything. Curling back up in my bed, head to pillow, sheets and comforter pulled up over my head seemed the more desired option. But up I had to go and at work I needed to be.
As I sat up in bed my head immediately began to throb and pound and I wondered to myself how I was going to make it through the day if I already felt like that. I had my quiet time with God, read through my morning devotionals, and gave myself pep talk after pep talk. But I still did not notice any change, nothing seemed to click. And then I asked the Holy Spirit to help me because I could not do it without Him. And I left it at that.
As the day progressed I began to think less and less about the splitting headache that I had and the restlessness and anxiety that had been courting me for hours. Instead, I began to notice an unexpected calmness that had eased into my body, mind, and spirit without me even realizing it. Then it dawned on me, This is it…God’s peace, the one that surpasses all understanding, the peace that He said that He gives to all believers. This. Is. It. Without me being aware, The Holy Spirit was at work in me, chipping away at this and that, making me more like Jesus – a process called sanctification – and the evidence of His work, God’s perfect peace, was bubbling to the surface in me, calming and steadying me, just when I needed it most.
And just as the Holy Spirit has been at work in me producing peace and the other fruit of the Spirit, which is “love, joy, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control,” Galatians 5:22-23 NIV, He is doing the same for you. And as we allow Him to have His way peace and the other fruit of the Spirit will reign supreme. Be blessed. #sanguinemango